It serves it's purpose. [ ever loyal and believing in the powers after all they'd guided him towards -- he thinks he really gets it at this point, more than he ever did when he was starting off as their champion -- he believes there's a reason things are like that. he's not about to tell shiki that the life he earned was used to make a child of two vampires possible. talking about why connor exists is something he goes out of his way to avoid more than saying cordelia's name. he loves his son and he hates that he was a part of that mess.
if angel were playing the game, his entry fee would be connor. his son first above all else; his most prized possession. god, he misses him and hates that he's seemingly abandoned him. he blew up at buffy, briefly, over it the other night. ]
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if angel were playing the game, his entry fee would be connor. his son first above all else; his most prized possession. god, he misses him and hates that he's seemingly abandoned him. he blew up at buffy, briefly, over it the other night. ]
Hard way to learn a lesson.