...[reluctant but okay, holds up the gun and shoots him again.
"I messed up. I'm a freak. Haruki's right, I'm a pervert. I'm a terrible friend, making Neku feel unwelcome. Minato's advice never works because I do my own thing anyway." Mostly there's an overwhelming sadness with the frustration of everything that just happened and a bit of paranoia since she knows Neku now knows all of this]
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"I messed up. I'm a freak. Haruki's right, I'm a pervert. I'm a terrible friend, making Neku feel unwelcome. Minato's advice never works because I do my own thing anyway." Mostly there's an overwhelming sadness with the frustration of everything that just happened and a bit of paranoia since she knows Neku now knows all of this]